Biar
Sunday, February 22, 2009
biarkan waktu teruslah berputar
Mencintai kamu penuh rasa sabar
meski sakit hati ini kau tinggalkan
ku ikhlas tuk bertahan
cintaku padamu begitu besar
namun kau tak pernah bisa merasakan
malah kini kau ucapkan selamat tinggal
membuat keresahan
meninggalkanku tanpa perasaan
hingga ku jatuhkan air mata kekecewaan
Self Satusfaction
Saturday, February 21, 2009
I surround my world with finding self satisfaction. I will go thru hardship and never give up.
Sumtimes i find that everything i do, is to full- fill my own satisfaction. I fall along, but i feel great when achiving.
There are many things that i manage to reach beyond my strengh.Syukur
There is one thing that i really wana hold but its beyond my means.
Adopting a child. I wana spent time educating them, Teaching them the morals of life, Introducing the reality and how to face fears and complication of life. I want to be thier mothers that doest not provide them a womb for 9 mths, but a sincere loving heart and strengh for all thier life.
I dont noe. iam chasing the beauty of motherhood. I thrist the love return by an innocent child. Thier hugs and kisses that only god can feel how grateful i am to have them in my arms.
I want to have fun cooking with them next to me and eat our meals together. Make cookies, pancakes, heart shape eggs. Teach them what is colors, buses, car by just walking down the park.
I want to talk to them about my heart, thou i dont get any advice in return, i noe they'll understand and never fail to make me laugh and kiss me.
Well if only iam a millionair, i would have adopt 2. Small and cosy family.
Laugh
Friday, February 20, 2009
Happy i laugh
Sad,i laugh
I cry I laugh
I smile i laugh
I angry i laugh
I worry i laugh
I confused i laugh
I lone i laugh
I stress i laugh
but i cry inside
Was that the only thing that you remember about me, you and us?
BE THERE CANT BE THERE
Sunday, February 15, 2009
I CAN BE THERE WHEN U'R HAPPY
OR WHEN UR SAD, HAVING TROUBLES
I CAN BE THERE TO KEEP YOU COMPANY
OR TO KEEP YOU FEEL LOVED
I CAN BE THERE WHEN UR LAUGHING
OR WHEN UR ANGRY
I CAN BE THERE WHEN UR STANDING HIGH
OR EVEN UR STANDING LOW
I CAN BE THERE WHEN U DONT NEED ME
AND NEVER LEAVE YOU WHEN YOU DO
BUT I CANT BE WHEN YOU WERE ABOUT TO MAKE ME SMALL and then leave me away. I just cant
FORGIVE ME
Friday, February 13, 2009
I dont noe if being independant is good for a women. Would it boots thier ego or would it make them a better person?
Iam happy that my hard times are manageable this time. Or isit there are more to come. I dont noe whats up with me the past months. Ive been going out all alone all time. Stress reliever i guess. But iam still ok thou the person i hope to be by myside isnt there.
I found self satisfaction when iam alone. but what worries me is.........................................................................................................
PRAWN COCTAIL, cook when heart pain
Sunday, February 1, 2009
Prawn Cocktail
Note : More on starter. Best serve in Wine glass, spectacular in martini glass or if u have to serve small, get a shot glass.
Exclusive tip from Chef Ozzy :> CHEERS!
Recipe ...
Ingredients:
2 cups peeled, cooked prawns or shrimp -serve as a guideline fo 2-4 servings only ya
4 tbsp mayonnaise
1 tbsp creamed horseradish sauce - for halal concious, dont worry, dont have to find halal cert, its just a normal sauce that u can try grab frm mustafa center or some market like cold storage or liberty market.
1 tbsp tomato ketchup
2 cups shredded Romaine or iceberg lettuce - u can also use a little purple cabbage, it add a lillter vibrant color to ur cocktail dish
1 lemon, quartered - do not throw the skin away, it can be use as a lemon zest or wat ever u spell it. it will add to the citrus smell. trust me u love it.
4 large, cooked prawns, shelled with tail on - a little tip, to maintain taste and size, cook the brain with the brain juice cos thats where we get the sweetness. Second, do not peel the shell, cos if u do, it will shrink little in size, so peel after cooking ya.
1/2 a can Cocktail - wats cocktail prawn without cocktail rite
Preparation:
Serves 2-4
Place the prawns, mayonnaise, creamed horseradish and tomato ketchup also the few squeeze into a mixing bowl. - for lemon juice, trust ur taste, u have to taste when cooking dear
Stir to combine all the ingredients; make sure all the prawns or shrimp are coated in sauce .
Divide the shredded lettuce between 4 large glasses.
Drain the cocktail can and just leave a little syrup behind for the sweetness. put the cocktail nicely on the lettuce then top with the prawns and sauce.
Decorate with a wedge of lime and a large prawn on the edge of the glass and serve with small slices of buttered brown bread
Use the lemon skin and twist it so the zest will zest things up. hehehe
Courtesy of uncertifeid Chef Ozzy
It was suppose to be prepared for sum fren, however i guess his not there. Well here you go, the best time for me to cook is when iam stress. Well i taught he be there this time suring my peak of my work, well again his gone, so again i have to go thru this again .
Anyway Cheers to you dedicated one
