ROSSY and OZZY {Burstingtolife} .

MY ANGER MANAGEMENT!

Friday, February 29, 2008

I AM FREAKING FREAKING LIKE REALLY REALLY AND VERY VERY ANGRY RITE NOW....AND FOR THOESE PEEPS WHO KNOW ME ENUF, WHEN IAM SAD OR REALLY ANGRY,THE MORE CRAZY I GET. I FEEL LIKE PUNCHING AND KICKING SOME WALLS. I WISH I HAD A PUNCHING BAG! BUT ACTUALLY I DID KICK THE TOILET DOOR AND THE SCH POWER PLUG. EHHE . TODAY I FEEL LIKE VENTING MY ANGER AND RACE ON DATONA, DONT LAUGH! CANT BLAME ME, I HAVE NO BIKE TO RACE NEITHER DO I HAVE A CAR. BUT HOWEVER THAT WILL COST ME LIKE MORE THEN 50 BUCKS IN THE ARCADE, NO MONEY LEH,SO I DECIDED TO GO FOR SHOPPING!

GROCERY SHOPPING! I TELL YOU, ITS LIKE HEAVEN TO ME! ,MY WORLD! BUT IAM NOT FULLY SATISFIED! TMR IAM GONA COOK SPAGS .. IAM GONA WAKE UP EARLY COOK AND CLEAN THIS HOUSE BECAUSE I NEED TO VENT MY ANGER, IAM LIKE REALLY ANGRY! AFTER WHICH IAM GONA BE GOING DOWN TO THE POOL AND SWIM SWIM AND SWIM. I DONT CARE IF THERE IS ANY HOT GUYS ARD! I NEVER FREAKING CARE. IAM GONA VENT MY ANGER BY COOKING AND SWIMMING! MAYB SUN BADMINTON. IAM GONA SMACK THAT COCK! SMACK THAT COCK LIKE I SMACK THEIRS!

MY WAY OF VENTING ANGER!

DONT MESS WITH ME!

Study Effective

Thursday, February 21, 2008

EFFECTIVE STUDY TIPS MY WAY YOUR WAY

Rest or sleep if you have too.

Have a nice bath and scrub away all your lazy dirt stuck on your skin

Make sure your table is well organized otherwise it gets worst after studying

Open your book and you start studying

Do not try this at home

My brain cells starts to go crazy after an hour of doing power reading If you happen to read my notes, u will realise that the early chapters make sense and it is a notes. However moving on to the later chapter, the handwriting starts to look like doctors handwriting and for sure nothing enters my brain cell. The other time, 8.30, i was studying travel agency. My eyes way super red and it feels like theres a magnetic force that forces my eyes to close. So then i taught there was such thing call power nap where u have 10 mins of sleep and then WALA! YOUR FRESH AGAIN! . apparently it doesnt work on me. See how it goes.... 8.30 i told my sis '' hey iam gona slep awhile,wake me up at 9. She woke me up at 9.05 and i say u snooze and wake me up at 9.30 however it seems that my sis snooze for ever and i end up sleping up till 10.30. So when i woke up,wash my face, thingking that its possible to continue studying when its already obvious that i cant study anymore.

So then 2 days ago i was studying for POM, the book was too wordy that i go insane, ended cuting my fringe.! and at last i say '' ok thats it, no point killing my brain cells , just SLEEP!''

to her

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

19-02-89 TO 19-02-2008..

YOU

ARE

OFFICIALY

YEAR

OLDER

TODAY

As you grow older you tend to enjoy more, dont forget that you still have bigger responsibilities

Love your family and yourself always

My prayer will always be with you

May god bless you

Love Ross

MY life

Monday, February 18, 2008

Hey! Iam taking a break frm stuyding Principle of Management, Ironically i cant even manage myself

Today i start my day with an unzip jeans. I run to catch the bus realising that i forget to zip my jeans. No! its nothing new for a clumsy ass like me.

At bukit batok i saw Sufi walking infront. I decided to run after her so that we can walk together to sch. However, when i was walking exactly behinde her, sumhow i change my mind and decided to walk faster and leave her alone.Hehhehe. I noe sufi is trying to catch up or mayb trying to call out for me, well its no use sufi cos u cant walk as fast as i can and if u call me, i wont be able to hear cos i was plugging in some techno music

And today i end my day with a sleepy eyes trying to study POM!!!!!

Indian Spiderman!

Sunday, February 17, 2008

Do Friends Come and go

To me: Friends are just friends, they dont lead your life they dont shape who you are.

Defination of best friend, until now i cant find the right defination of best friend.All i know friends come and go. They find new ones we find new ones too. As for me now best friend does not exist in my dictionary. I enjoy shopping on my own, staying on my own, staying hm and mayb be alone. As you grow older, u realise friends just come and go and certain friends like me, isolate themselves. I guess ppl change. I prefer to be alone, independent cos looking at now its hard to find even a good friend.

My life is now being control by my studiest and family and myself... I dont even let love or friends interfere. Basically i change ever since i end my secondary school. Its a long story to lead this conclusion but basically thruout life ive lose many friend. Lossing them is a big deal back then,but come to think of it, no matter how much you love them and being protective over them firends dont stay for long.Back then i used to be a really really bad child. Fought with parents over friends . How stupid was that, but will a friend fight for you? I doubt so.

Certain occasion when it triggers me to open my mind abt my friends, when i was in secondary sch, my teacher scold one of my friend, me being her good friend tried to back her up, in the end i was the one being punished, but did my good friend do anythink for me? Hell no!

A group of mina came to me to create fight, Why me? cos i'm bigger then my other friend so to them it doesnt looked bullied.So did my friend do anythink? Hell no again, they hide behinde some stupid walls and wait for miracles to happen.. When you fail your exam, what can they do? At most they can say, its ok. Most friends find you just to ask somthing especially when they know your informative

Well if that wat friends are for, i rather be at home knowing that my family is there by my side thru good times and bad. A family that will fight for your right no matter wat. A family that will love you no matter how ugly you are.

A brief defination abt friends to me , a company to laugh, chill and mayb pour out your feellings and never solve anything.

Iam sorry friends, as i grow old i find myself not in your world that is full wih tons of influence and lies. You are my friend and i respect you and enjoy your company. But friend, you do not shape the person i am and you do not lead my life. Base on my experience, i guess i better step back a little to have my own spac. I have my own reponsibilities, back up my studiest cos i dont wana constanly fall and fail, iam not that smart you know. Friend you are still my friend, forgive me if my life doenst involve you much.

Math Maniac

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

Thanks dad for feeling up the fridge with concentrated orange juice and orange fruit when you noe i have sore throat and i cant take anythink citrusy!

I hate maths!

Only like it if i can understand

I dont mind learning simple mathematics cos its applicable in daily life.

But i dont like learning math when i hardly apply in life.

Its like i see there is no purpose.

I dont wana be an engineer so why should i learn the complicating A maths?

Math teacher say '' Ouh you will use this in future''

And i will reply silently

''Wat make u so sure that i will remember wat ever crap you teach''

'' Which part of my future timeline are u talking abt? by the time that future came, will i able to remember?

I hate learning math

I dont like learning it when it can be apply in my working life.

I see no purpose.

I hate learning math

Becuase not all math teacher can teach math

Dear teachers, doesnt mean you are so good in math, you can teach math.

To me, wat ever come out of ur mouth are just numbers.

I love learning math

when it is applicable in my job

Mayb like calculating my profits or mayb manpower

Sumtimes i wonder,

Do this math teacher talk numbers in Bed!

Thats dead boring!

No wonder most math teacher i known are not married!

knocked

Monday, February 11, 2008

Today is my knock down day

I almost hit by a bus in the morning and a car while walking hm

I fall in the lift i hit the lift while sneezing

I bump into walls while walking to the the staff room

i walk into the wrong class room

i slip at the stairway otw to tiger room

Yes! thats way my day!

Clumsy girl feels like shit today!

Learn a lesson today, no one in this world i can trust anymore

Moral of the story, high or low,happy or sad,keep it to urself and perhaps the furthers you could go is by blogging.

Today it seems to let go,move on . Its not giving up.Its just not expecting anytink anymore not even a single bit.

Love, today i will let you go.

Love, return me my heart, i'll take her to a safer place

Love, and till tmr i will remember how you shape my heart

Love, my heart keep holding on to you,but no more

Love, iam sorry for the wrongs ive done and for the trouble i cause

Love, thank you for giving me a chance

Love, if your there my love will be there

Love if your ment for me

Ah Meng...

Sunday, February 10, 2008

REST IN PEACE

18 june 1960 - 8 february 2008

She is the first and only non-human to be given the Singapore Special Tourism Ambassador award.Pictures of her have been used in Singapore's tourism advertisements internationally. Ah Meng has been featured in more than 30 travel films, and has been written about in more than 300 articles.She had five children and became a grandmother in 1990 when Medan gave birth to son Kamal. As she aged, her public appearances became less frequent for fear of subjecting her to too much pressure.Ah Meng passed away on 8 February 2008 due to old age. She was about 48 years old and leaves behind two sons, Hsing Hsing (born Apr 1975) and Satria (born Dec 1996), and three daughters, Medan (born Jul 1980), Hong Bao (born Feb 1983) and Sayang (born Jul 1990), as well as six grandchildren

A memorial service for her was held at the Singapore Zoo at 1100 hrs on 10 February 2008 (GMT +08:00).

Chinese New Year, Ghost Town?

Thursday, February 7, 2008

Hey!!!
Hello Singapore ? Ghost town?
Shop close?
Really? Why? Majority chinese?

Hahahah Not really!

The Hong Kong cafe at marina was running full house....Vivo city;as pernormal always crowded and for thoese who manage to get into sentosa,hahah too many ppl rite...
I wonder, dont this chinese or thoese who celebrate cny suppose to visit their relatives and bond family relationship. The funny part was there was too many chinese and foregin workers...
Vivocity was crowded.. People walk ard as if shops were open and looking stuff thru the window.. Thats what i really call the term WINDOW SHOPING!!!!!

The que for the sentosa bus was freking long.. All the was frm the food centre mrt/carpark to the bus station... I check out the lrt to sentosa and the que was form in a snake line that streches frm the entrance of the lrt to the outdoor pool area!!!!!! WAH! CONFIRM FOR SURE SENTOSA WILL LOOK LIKE ORCHARD RD THERE...

End up at Kallang Leisure mall... Hahah again i see chinese ppl wondering ard... Gosh dont they celebrate... I went to one of the pet shop and his women was wearing a turqoise lacy black cheongsam... She look georgeous!

I personally think that cheongsam really looks good.. It doesnt matter if ur fat or thin or even ur body cutting.... gIRLS ! U WILL LOOK HOT IN THE CHEONGSAM AND HEELS! hEY U GUYS SHOULD WEAR IT DURING CNY! MAKE IT MORE HAPPPENING

TO MY CHINESE FRENS ! GONG XI GONXI!
PS: jAws thanks for the orange!