Sunday, October 19, 2008
Alhamdulliah
I do cry but thats never forever. Like i say earlier, i can cry as much as i had to but, tommorow will be a new day.I found the strongest strenght in me.
I must admit i need sumone with me to go throught all my darkest day and especially at the peak of my work now, hmm but thats just not gona happen. Well Ross,u've been left alone many times esp when things are at the peak and you feel u cant cope, when the world is pushing u hard. And when u need the right person to cry on, that he is never there.
Ross, no one can help u, no one will change for you, only u can change to make things better.You gave them space,but no appreciate. You've try enough but it seems vague. U are not in the loosing end. Work harder ross.
Work can be demanding but thats what achieving is about.Always prepare for many tries and failure ross. Life is never easy. Life is too short for you to look back. Time runs too fast for u to stop. Only you can do it. Take a step at a time, your strenght cant cope much but she will move on slowly and steadily.
Dont let boss see your tears. Dont let her see how soft you are inside. Show the passion and be focus ross, You can take this reponsibilty and pressure. Make this your playground and a secure foundation.
Dont let the whole world see your tears ross. This should only be between 4 walls.No one must see how u struggle.There is no point anyway, people dont care what you go thru, its only the end results that matters.
If you happen to cry along the a long way or during a bus ride, remember you cry because u can manage and ur happy that u can. U are never at the loosing end ross. Learn to face your fEAR. Overcome it and you'll fine satisfaction. NOT EVERTHING IS THIS WORLD LAST FOREVER ROSS.
Noting happen overnight. Everthing is a test and u'll go thru this test with strenght and never give up. I'll see you a the final end ross where your paitents turn to self satisfaction.
Love, Yourselves
