Dear

I he dont think HE ever read my blog, but if he does, he'll be laughing on how silly i am.

I thought i could spent my fasting month with him,i taught i could bake for him a cake. I thought u'll be here to give me strenght and courage , but that was just my thoughts.

I guess in this world there must be sumone that has to suffer. Thats just how life goes.

Roslin,

you got to promise to urself that u will not let any of this happen again.It doesnt matter if you fall, u have to get up and be strong.And if you feel like crying, cry all you want, but when its time to stop, move on, dont give up. No one is your strenght, it comes within yourself. NEVER EVER GIVE UP ROSLIN, YOU CAN DO IT AND YOU'LL MAKE IT. IGNORE SITUATION THAT MAKE YOU CRY OR DISCOURAGE YOU, THEY ARE JUST KILLING YOU INSIDE. LIVE WITH WHAT YOU GOT NOW. GOD HAS PLANS FOR YOU. WHAT EVER HAPPEN HAS A GOOD REASON TO ALL, ITS THE BEST FOR YOU..

ROSLIN, YOUVE BEEN THRU THIS A COUPLE OF TIMES, THIS IS JUST ANOTHER TEST. TAKE THIS AS A CHALLANGE. YOU FAIL NOT BECAUSE YOUR A FAILURE, BUT JUST BECAUSE GOD KNOWS WHAT BEST FOR YOU.

YOU CARE FOR HIM SO MUCH AN ALWAYS PUT HIS FEELINGS BEFORE YOURS, BUT HE DOESNT REALLY CARE, THEN WHY SHOULD YOU ROSLIN. Furthermore you dont deserve him, he is using you as a place to spent his boredom. dont let it be this way.