Self Satusfaction
Saturday, February 21, 2009
I surround my world with finding self satisfaction. I will go thru hardship and never give up.
Sumtimes i find that everything i do, is to full- fill my own satisfaction. I fall along, but i feel great when achiving.
There are many things that i manage to reach beyond my strengh.Syukur
There is one thing that i really wana hold but its beyond my means.
Adopting a child. I wana spent time educating them, Teaching them the morals of life, Introducing the reality and how to face fears and complication of life. I want to be thier mothers that doest not provide them a womb for 9 mths, but a sincere loving heart and strengh for all thier life.
I dont noe. iam chasing the beauty of motherhood. I thrist the love return by an innocent child. Thier hugs and kisses that only god can feel how grateful i am to have them in my arms.
I want to have fun cooking with them next to me and eat our meals together. Make cookies, pancakes, heart shape eggs. Teach them what is colors, buses, car by just walking down the park.
I want to talk to them about my heart, thou i dont get any advice in return, i noe they'll understand and never fail to make me laugh and kiss me.
Well if only iam a millionair, i would have adopt 2. Small and cosy family.
