NEW DAY!
Sunday, August 31, 2008
I think iam quite ok now. . 4 days iam half way recovering. Its ok for me to cry, at least it release my stress. My free time past really fast as i reflect his reaction. I manage to talk to sumone like him, i understand the situation even better. Iam not angry at myself neither at him. I did my very best even thou i must say i havent give all i can. I do understand his situation and i have to accept it at one point like or not. This is life, at one point of time sumting has to go.It was meant for good and not to benefit myself.I dont gain anything more than just experience.Iam not here to hurt.Biarlah ape org nak kate.
This days make me reflect alot.Perjalanan hidup ini panjang.Somethings we can hold on somethings we have to let it go.Nothing last forever but everything remains in mind.Everyone has something to hide and everything catches you.Good things might come, but good things never come soo fast...This is life....
I realise a stress reliever method.KIDS! Little ones that can give u hugs that u will never doubt. At least this little ones do play a part in my life.I feel save when ever they held me.I wonder hows thier life 20 years from now.
If iam rich, and god permits me to, i wana built a humble home for this kids.Mayb building a home is too ambitious, at least i wana have one of them if gods permits me so....
FUNERAL
Thursday, August 14, 2008
YOU NOE FOR ONE THING FOR SURE WE ARE LUCKY TO HAVE A PROPER BURIAL AND PROPER CEREMONY. WELL FOR SOME DEATH IS NOT THE LAST PAIN. JUST TRY TO IMAGINE IF ONE DAY LAND IS REALLY A SCARE AND WE CANT FIND ANY PLACE TO BURY... NOW FOR MUSLIM, THEY ARE ALREADY PRACTICING SHARING OF CEMETARY HOLES. WHICH MEANS THERE IS NO LONGER '' KUBUR KAU, KAU JAGE, KUBIR AKU,AKU JAGE" IN ENGLISH MEANS" UR HOLE IS YOUR HOLE,MY HOLE IS MY HOLE''.
ANYWAY THE OUTCOME.....Before land scare
we bury then nicely in a coffin
Mr Ah seng is a very good man and lead a very humble life. He live his years with full of respect and ........
To our last good bye...
MAY HE REST IN PEACE ...Amen...........
After Land SCARE
we tie them on a small rocket to fly up and boom! fireworks!!!
Mr Ah seng is a very good man and lead a very humble life. He live his years with full of respect and ........
To our last good bye...
MAY HE REST IN PIECES ...Amen...........
Lazy Bum Ozzy
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
Yes i admit iam a lazy ass. Thats why iam blogging at work. I can see clearly that i have deadlines to catch and i probably be dead then. I can see that pile of proposal and qoutation waiting for me to work on it. I can see that i need to hurry up because the future client start chasing me. I can see that my bos is dying to add to the burden i have
I can see that iam not doing anytink abt it.Iam just tired. Its not my fault that iam lazy. It is because iam tired that leads to lazy...
You noe why, because i realise my efficiency has lead to the advantages of my boss to keep adding my load of work and keep asking me for help (See i tell you its not my fault, iam just tired)
Honestly ive learn to block my Boss number, the office number and all the number that leads to 1 "WORK".. If i were to change to a new phone, the first function i will look and ask for is'' eh you got handphone that allow me to block calls or not''
Iam actually a workacholic but got timing ok! 9AM TO 6PM and when my work ends, but normally i will stay to lastet 7 then after that ''work get lost i have a life'' Sat and sun iam off the working mood. Weekday after 7 is my life with myfren. The only sat for superhero and sun for famliy. I very busy women you noe.
Ok fine now is 5.30.. Must continue work lah... Log off at 6.. gooday mate!
However
BLUEK!@@@@@
Monday, August 11, 2008
I feel stupid
I feel Dumb
I tink iam blind
I HATE U!!!!!
Dear Heart
Dear Heart
I love so much, Be prepare to be shattered. Eyes, be prepare to filled with tears . Dreams, be prepare to dream something that u doubt to achive....
