Reflect....
Saturday, September 6, 2008
I ask for strength
and Allah give me difficulties to make me strong
I ask for wisdom
and all gave me problem to solve
I ask for prosperity
and Allah give me brain and strength to work
I ask for courage
and Allah give me danger to overcome I ask for love and Allah give me trouble people to help I ask for favor and Allah give me opportunity
You maybe laughing or wondering why do i change my mind so fast. My mind change, but my heart doesn't. Definetly not to get you back, but to move on without forcing myself. I came to realise that ive done a huge mistake. I should think about how you feel and how it effects me before saying a word. Well times were stress for both of us. There is no point of me running away from you.What is there for me to fight or get angry about. There is a good reason for everything.
I never stop reflecting. There are many things i see in this small world. Mistake for me to reflect and learn from others mistake. . Life is fair but its just seems too vague.
On the above poem, that explain how unclear this world is. You ask for strength and god give you difficulties to overcome. I thing about it and yes its true.How can u built strength if you don't go difficulties. This is the real life. Aint no fairy tale.
Thou its a long way to go, my main fear is to find the right may who could take my hands and be my companion for the rest of my life. I fear as its difficult to find a good responsible man. Gosh i don't know if i deserve one and able to find one.
I found myself searching thru a dating website where all the women post their profile to hopefully get hooked on sumone along the way. Mum say the problem with someone who is too career minded and educated tend to end up in a dating portal so does the divorce ones. I search and yes majority is as describe.
I dont know who to be blame, the man or the women? half of me blame the man, well of cos the feminist part of me. Dont blame me boys. Nowadays you can see for yourself how many man are gentalman enough to give up their seats in MRT for at least a pregnant lady. Infact i see them either running for the seats or worst to pretend to sleep upon seeing a pregnant lady. This small little things speak alot for how this days guys are. Women start to be independent and eventually don't need man in their life. Worst ultimately ,the man would find hard to get respect from a women.
Well thats my feminist part. But little part of me i realize this is not a question who is at fault. I believe birds with the same feathers flog together. In this unfair life, god is still fair to all. Its the question how much can u realise and appreciate what is going around. My point is, this is not a question of pointing fingers
Humans are never perfect. Iam not a fairy tale person. I never dream of a grand wedding or all 6Cs. I search for what i need and not what i want. I always remember the saying that birds with the same features flog together. In order to flock with the right company, there is changes i need to make. Before i deserve a guy that will full -filled my needs, i need to shape myself as when a man look at me, he knows i will be a great companion for him, a loving wife and a responsible mother for his kids. No point of me being feminist and pointing faults at man.Let them be who they are. I will see more in the future. Is up to them to appreciate and treasure.I know in the end , i will find a man who can offer what i need in a husband and father to my child.
If i thing that iam good, things has change, I aint good enuf. A good men deserve a good women and a good women deserve a good men. I must always improve myself . I want a marriage to last forever. I want to stand by him thru thick and thin, be a companion thu his year and a mother of his child. I dont dream for a wedding that has thousand over guest and 20 over clothes to shot on. Yes iam too young to talk about it but the question now i will throw back, so when is the right time for me to prepare myself or even talk about this. We are talking about inner qualities and not just a showcase or some pretendings. . A qualities that should be train years back before. And i must tell myslef that no matter what qualification i hold, a career position iam seating on, i will still be a faithfull wife and a mother of his child. Iaam not gona see myself going thru a fail marriage and the fault lies of the wife. Life can be unpredictable sumtimes. If things happen to fail, at least i dont fail to plan and iam not a loser in life. Ive prepare long before and ive tried my best. But if this what life leads me too, its ok....
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