I think iam quite ok now. . 4 days iam half way recovering. Its ok for me to cry, at least it release my stress. My free time past really fast as i reflect his reaction. I manage to talk to sumone like him, i understand the situation even better. Iam not angry at myself neither at him. I did my very best even thou i must say i havent give all i can. I do understand his situation and i have to accept it at one point like or not. This is life, at one point of time sumting has to go.It was meant for good and not to benefit myself.I dont gain anything more than just experience.Iam not here to hurt.Biarlah ape org nak kate.

This days make me reflect alot.Perjalanan hidup ini panjang.Somethings we can hold on somethings we have to let it go.Nothing last forever but everything remains in mind.Everyone has something to hide and everything catches you.Good things might come, but good things never come soo fast...This is life....

I realise a stress reliever method.KIDS! Little ones that can give u hugs that u will never doubt. At least this little ones do play a part in my life.I feel save when ever they held me.I wonder hows thier life 20 years from now.


If iam rich, and god permits me to, i wana built a humble home for this kids.Mayb building a home is too ambitious, at least i wana have one of them if gods permits me so....