Do Friends Come and go
Sunday, February 17, 2008
To me: Friends are just friends, they dont lead your life they dont shape who you are.
Defination of best friend, until now i cant find the right defination of best friend.All i know friends come and go. They find new ones we find new ones too. As for me now best friend does not exist in my dictionary. I enjoy shopping on my own, staying on my own, staying hm and mayb be alone. As you grow older, u realise friends just come and go and certain friends like me, isolate themselves. I guess ppl change. I prefer to be alone, independent cos looking at now its hard to find even a good friend.
My life is now being control by my studiest and family and myself... I dont even let love or friends interfere. Basically i change ever since i end my secondary school. Its a long story to lead this conclusion but basically thruout life ive lose many friend. Lossing them is a big deal back then,but come to think of it, no matter how much you love them and being protective over them firends dont stay for long.Back then i used to be a really really bad child. Fought with parents over friends . How stupid was that, but will a friend fight for you? I doubt so.
Certain occasion when it triggers me to open my mind abt my friends, when i was in secondary sch, my teacher scold one of my friend, me being her good friend tried to back her up, in the end i was the one being punished, but did my good friend do anythink for me? Hell no!
A group of mina came to me to create fight, Why me? cos i'm bigger then my other friend so to them it doesnt looked bullied.So did my friend do anythink? Hell no again, they hide behinde some stupid walls and wait for miracles to happen.. When you fail your exam, what can they do? At most they can say, its ok. Most friends find you just to ask somthing especially when they know your informative
Well if that wat friends are for, i rather be at home knowing that my family is there by my side thru good times and bad. A family that will fight for your right no matter wat. A family that will love you no matter how ugly you are.
A brief defination abt friends to me , a company to laugh, chill and mayb pour out your feellings and never solve anything.
Iam sorry friends, as i grow old i find myself not in your world that is full wih tons of influence and lies. You are my friend and i respect you and enjoy your company. But friend, you do not shape the person i am and you do not lead my life. Base on my experience, i guess i better step back a little to have my own spac. I have my own reponsibilities, back up my studiest cos i dont wana constanly fall and fail, iam not that smart you know. Friend you are still my friend, forgive me if my life doenst involve you much.
